don't ever go

... i don't want you to go, i need you here. forever in time, i need you with me. i'm in love with you, when will you know it? don't look away, i'll try and show it. i'm in love with you, when will you know it? please don't look away, i'll try and show it. i stand right here, you're smiling at me. i'm in love with you, when will you see. don't turn away, i'll try and show. just please don't ever go.

"Ever tried to get blood-stains out of a silk shirt? Nightmare!"

I told myself that I wouldn't update this weekend, but I saw two great movies today and wanted to share. 1) Stardust , which I had never seen before! So fabulous. Humor, quirky fantasy, romance...everything a girl could want. ;) I went over to Kayla's and we curled up in her basement and it was unbelievably enjoyable! I'm usually not a fan of Neil Gaimon, but I kind of want to read the book now...

What ever.

Nobody will ever mistake me for Little Miss Sunshine today.

Because ... Fuck! Another bureaucratic gulf this morning and I'm on the brink of it. It's so discouraging and depressing and of course I'm crying. And then I got dressed and went to the bank, the drugstore and the supermarket. And, another disappointment: the device I need to do my own eyedrops is NOT available in Canada. Then why the hell does the manufacturer bother providing the eyedrops and...

Best Star Tribune Front Page Ever

I don't think much more needs to be said.

...Is it her? Is it love? Can the music ever be enough?

Please join my new facebook group... http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?v=feed&id=45500197#/group.php?gid=35943492659 I think you will like it! ;) ps- sorry mods if this isn't allowed. :(

Nothing will ever be right

I dreamed last night about Joseph and the Russian guy I dated at the beginning of the year. Weird about the Russian guy, he was trying to have sex with me and I wanted it bad. But I kept seeing Joseph all over the place and he was ignoring me. I dread the holiday, four days of idleness. I'm too depressed to be alone and doing nothing. I will have Thanksgiving with my parents but I won't be ...

nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be this hard.

and so we gather around the table, drinks in hand and the faint smell of smoke emanating from our clothes. we sit and we laugh, we talk, we remember. the speed in which the first bottle empties, is neither surprising or unexpected. considering there are four of us and the bottle was less than half full to begin with. and the appearance of a new bottle, well that's not surprising either. ...

Title: Fanboy Author: Best_exFriend Rating: NC-17 Pairing: the Butcher (Andy Mrotek) / William Beckett POV: Third Summary: A website. An obession. A mistake. Disclaimer:  Not real...duh  http://best-exfriend.livejournal.com/#asset-best_exfriend-864  

food meme

...never to have Swiss or Roquefort ever again. What's your favorite fish...looked under Japanese persimmon?). When, if ever, did you start liking olives? ...have always loved olives. All olives. Ever. You want to dispose of ...to remove the pits. When, if ever, did you start liking beer?... of the mug. When, if ever, did you start liking shellfish?.... Some bread in case we ever need bread. At least one ...