so here it is. im starting everything afresh. it's not that i would want to leave everything that i once had behind. but it's just that, i feel it's the right time to begin a wholenew chapter in my life. somehow, i feel so determined to start everything from scratch. regardless of how hard or tough it has been. maybe, i'm doing this for more privacy. it's not that i don't have any with my ...
When I die will any one attend my funeral? Will any one care enough to say good bye? Will they have loved me enough to shed tears from their somber eyes? I walk among the souls that surround me yet I still feel competely alone. The chilling isolation hovers over me as it becons me to its throne. Everyone says they care about me, but then why do I see the lies in their eyes? I feel their ...
A number of people have contacted me and asked if I would put all of my fic up here as well as at Scarlet's site because they like this format better. I'm probably not going to transfer everything because a few of them are pretty long, but since several people mentioned Inhaling the Different Dawn specifically, I thought I'd go ahead and add it here. And thanks again to those who asked! That ...
I think I'm becoming an anorexic. I have been restricting and fasting a lot lately and its become so ez that I don't even wand to eat. Like no cravings at all and if I do I purge. But I haven't been. It seems weird. Typical dayWake up Look at thinspo or LJ Go get on scale Take my meds Drink water Workout Drink Go jogging for 30 or 45 minutes Look at fat Drink my water Bath Sleep Wake up ...
As most of you know life has thrown me a curve ball recently. As such I'm not really in the mood to think up crazy and wacky stuff for your viewing pleasure. I'm too busy dealling with Insurance Companies and their slow as molassess policies. But I digress. I bring to you a song entitled 'BOB' written by Weird Al Yankovic I do believe it properly reveals my mood. Crazy wacked out and yet ...
why bitchblog? when you can directly bitch slap :) i so don't understand seniors. childish ! are you sure you're from fashion school? Hahas,It's been ages since i have last blogged? i think i have not blogged since my trip to bangkok in july :) hahas,&&& the trip was super fun with my mum and brother. but an expensive trip,i alone spent around 1K just in shopping :) :D i know,crazy....
Partners, Friends and Lovers Author: wildafox Started: 02/07/03 - Finished: 10/29/03 Rating: PG to NC-17 Category: MSR - Angst - AU Spoilers: Season 2 to Season 5 Disclaimer: Not mine; XF characters belong to 1013 Productions. Summary : An alternative journey following Mulder and Scully from the beginning of Season 2 to Season 5. An exploration of their changing relationship through the...
so much for sleeping. these reminders are pretty gratuitous, but then so is my situation. they were second nature to me once, but the first note immediately spawned the others as i realized the casual lapses that have been mounting against me since i'd been initiated as a trusted consumer/courier/organizer. note to self: don't cash forged cheques on behalf of sketchy people. note 2: do ...
... fetuses. Numerous scientific studies have shown that lead can damage the brain and Central nervous system of a fetus, moreover lead lingers in the bloodstream which means that fetuses can be affected by it evenifa woman limits her exposure to lead once she learns she’s pregnant. Because, of this all Johnson Controls decided that it would exclude women at al fourteen of its factories from jobs...
