2008 = NO

Suffice to say, 2008 was not a good year. And that's putting things lightly. Every good moment was easily overshadowed by something horrible the next. Call me a downer but that really is how my year went. Yes, there are a lot of things to be thankful for, but there are a lot more things that need to be goddamn fixed. If Heath Ledger didn't pass away, I wonder if 2008 would've been better? THE ...

all i ever learned from love

Things: Alexandra's version of Hallelujah is completely horrific, and an absolute rape of that song. Simon Cowell, I adore you (I really, really do, actually) but sometimes you really do push me. That is one of my very, very favourite songs, and it's been turned into an acrobatic ridiculousfest. That is a sad song , it's so fucking sad and melancholic and those hallelujah s are ironic!! ...

auto repossessionQuestion: Our auto was repossessed and sold at auction. The finance company lists the debt as charge off on our credit report. A collection agency has bought the debt and is threatening to put a lien on our home. Can they do that? We cannot afford to pay this debt.Answer: Can they put a lien on your home? Yes, they can do that. You cannot afford to pay the debt? Don't feel bad, ...

My family's fighting again, as usual. Time to update the list. I took some items off because they're deemed nearly impossible or I will not do them. + Work on gifts and commissions + Upgrade my copy of Photoshop + Make a 1/2 birthday present for Jason + Make new CSS + Update MySpace + Help Stanley make a DA account + Make matching DA avatars + Worship Hatsune Miku + Draw Kurt ...

Wolf Parade - Call it a Ritual

well into the desert you must go so into the desert we go call it a ritual call it whatever you will and you will grow mad at me as naturally as branches from a tree call it a ritual call it whatever you will and you know they will swing, swing their swords for show while you turn your flower petals so slow you said the desert will eat us alive i said i'll make the decisions you just drive...

Meeeep. So I've payed off all the bills (except the elect.) I got new shoes :D I need underwear I could use more socks I want a macbook and hard drive and microphone and camera and ipod/car cd player thingamaboobob but I got a mouse that works I need to get an exam to get more contacts, and hopefully insurance will cover that. I cleaned up a lot today Going to see Matmos in July :D Camping was...

you got to got to got to help me outtttttttt

i closed today it was a total ehhh day as in not bad or good well i did get free PIZZA!!!! and i did get to taste homemade cookies and i didddddd blast kid dynamite and seventhstar while delivering the best thing in the world and that is PIZZA ...pizza party tonight!!!!!!! syke i wish anyhow scratch that it was a good day. i will now dedicate the rest of this post to computers disgusting huh? i ...

DAY ONE

I joined this community as a promise to my very good friend who is determined to get me to see the silver lining of life. To be honest, it is difficult to see things positive lately. I turned 21 last Friday, and my very good friend died of liver disease that same day. I am also all too aware of some really bad days coming up, so this is probably a bad time for me to try this, but I promised. ...

telling me that i'm sad and you think we should talk about it.

but we're just kidding because we know everything is going so well for me right now i mean.. nothing in particular i guess. you've been acting jealous but i know that it's just jealousy and envy and not feelings for me. but i'm alright with that and i mean i wanna be friends but you can't make up your mind... i wish you would because i think you're just too cool and you need to find the coolest ...

Poems

"Preludes" by T.S. Eliot I The winter evening settles down With smell of steaks in passageways. Six o'clock. The burnt-out ends of smoky days. And now a gusty shower wraps The grimy scraps Of withered leaves about your feet And newspapers from vacant lots; The showers beat On broken blinds and chimneypots, And at the corner of the street A lonely cab-horse steams and stamps. And ...