eh, morning after-

... , next time something pisses me off, its done. i hate living everyday taking him in and out of my profile, getting into fights every other day & barely talking cause he's " to busy with his niggas" fucking douche, to busy for your own girlfriend? UghGh see , it gets me so mad. im not scared to let anyone else downn , cause in the end all i got is myself OXOoxoX. just remember,that it aint over

im so tired i cud jus lie down n die soldier on. but ya eben soldiers nid some food to drive dem on i dun haf none n im blardy starving

christmas is in 5 days

lalla im really excited for christmas ! i love the holidayss. my mom cancelled our trip to the city tomorow because of the snow and my dad  was just downn there last night and said the weather isnt bad but my mom is an idiot and cant be convinced. oh well ill keep tryingg. i hate stupid tv shows. tylers edward kowalski is a compulsive liar the end. and kyle and emma are my biffsss :) i rly want ...

... wa she gt so good mehh? she continue '' LG ,i at cp wait for u, u faster come''. den i reply ''okokokok''. sheee saeee ''LG , i noww the way to ur hs le''. den reply '' WAD DE?!!!!'' okok i comingg downn. i tot everything end le. den my phone ring again. LG , i at ur hs downstair le! -_-''' so i go down , being e LIGHT BULB! hahaaa, kinda weird . keeeep calling ec, hq and Lf. in the end , 6plus ...

net tools.

woke up at 5 to take a bathh fell assleep in tubb didnt dress downn talked to hien and tory and kerri at lunch bout andrew and they said hes gonna ask me out this week and i was thinkin noo i dont know what to tell him so i just wrote him a note and ima give it to him in mathh. and its all true, i dont want to go out with him for a lot of reasons. but none of them are cuz of him. its all me. ...

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... know, that i only crush on hot guys i cant have LOL that i look at on the interwebb anywayss im kind of tired yet at the same time i dont want to sleep and i have a feeling if i laid downn moreee thoughts would fill my head and keep me awake and drifting all night. i swear this night is so stressful. not only do i have boy problems but i have bff problems too ]x seriously, i hate the friendship ...

He's got me wrapped around his finger

I feel like I haven't updated in years and years, and I feel just awful about it. Well, I'll just jot some quick things downn. It smells like its going to rain soon. One thing I dislike about the summer is the humidity. It undoes the straightening I do to my hair every morning, and now that my hair is red, it looks like clown hair when it frizzes out of control! : ( Ah well. There are some dry ...

wow..

...my life.. because i thought they will bump those arrows.. now im relieved .. god brought me out.. im happy.. im cleaned.. im new and refreshed..  im soo glad i get to mentor girls..now i have to step up my game.. now im finally getting. i have to fight.. theres no more backing downn. i can only go foward.. past is past..  present is present.. and future is future.. God takes care of everything.

... in the evening.. cine to collect the keyrings and bumped into sher mel and frens. baby and i decided to dine at balconybar. surprising that place's damn quiet. (hais dear really doesnt type) anw..went downn to clarkquey after dinner. but gobi is closed alr! =( there's definitely gonna be next time. walked around the central b4 heading hm. had a good laugh in the train cos my baby was being a ...

I need a psychiatrist.

...? I felt empty, really empty.  Sigh, so yun xing's feeling emo again.  I really wish i could stop wallowing in self pity and just get on with life.  I need a shrink, a psychiatrist. I'm breaking downn. Dear God, I need Your grace and mercy to get me through this, I'm sorry i have been neglecting You all this while. Judging from how messed up i feel now, i really need You in my life. And, ...