Say i dont wanna be in love...i dont wanna be in love.

... it used to be. I dont listen to music anymore. I do, but i dont. I used to be hooked! all day ... all there was, now i dont care about it as much.... like i used to, or try to look decent.  Im not ... fun person....im going to try to diet so i can ... at last year. I just dont feel good about myself or ... less time with Ed, and more time for me for a...already been through that...i dont feel like doing it again...

WAH SHIT 13 MORE DAYS LEFT :D

Yay yay yay yay 13 more days!!!!! Shizz tmr morning-afternoon ... my kitchen (omg), my house (more than 2 weeks already. shit),... a party after that??!?! & they dont know who & since I was ...HATE YOU. I'm gonna try saying I'm not gonna pay. Srsly leh wth. Dont wanna book seminar rooms anymore...were behind Self timerrrr The more I look at photos the...I wanna lose weight. Diet didnt work out today. I HAD...

no more bullshit

... never going to love me more then the addictions and i ... for myself against guys.....i dont know how to do that ... defeat that one....but i dont wannt give them all up..........i can do tha.....i wanna try tho............... i will never...me i will not take more then the perscribed ammount, .....when...i ever fuck up and dont pay attention to it....someone...i just cant. 3- i dont wanna be friends with someone...

Original Song:dont call me dear

... or something..cuz i seriously dont want that dude kissing me.... what i said above :) I try to have a conversation like ... even try Stop it with this stupid crap i dont wanna ... geting any younger here & please dont call me dear oh woah ... getting any younger here & please dont call me dear at first...wont pick up my phone dont call me that youll just...it was true, it just makes me hate him even more...

dresses, dresses and more dresses.

... im tryna get my mum to buy me dresses for my birthday, which is on October 10! dont forget. on another note, i wanna try watching the Da Vinci Code. i've never been interested in the movie, or the book. i think its very complicated and all. actually, to be honest, i dont even know what it's about. so i went to read up about it on wikipedia. it...

I dont know

... don't realise it, even more than the person who bashed ... 100 of them... I never wanna see another stupid cake pan ... tired, and im slowly getting more unhappier for no reason, i...tell anything and everything. I dont want to go to work...piss me off. But i try not to be angry. My...being ungrateful for everything, i dont ignore her, i just think...danielle. But i have way more guys friends. Orion , Raoul, Peter...

please please dont tell her~

...is me with my sisters... we dont look alike, hahahahahaha... XD How do...first love' -- accepted or rejected? - I dont have a first love yet... ... act around them change? - I dont really know... but I guess I... moment?) - take it slow... I dont like really fast relationships. PDA:... try really hard to study because i dont like getting more ...(If not, why?) - Yes! I wanna be a doctor... Could you ...

life currently 09.06.08

... anything realy for that matter. i need to manage my time more efficiently. I need to be able to walk that stage next year... problems going on, i'm not blind. but i guess i try to pretend everything's ok when it really isnt just to not... a while but i mean its my way of dealing when i got no one. i dont wanna stress out the buddies anymore thatn they're already stressed and iono i feel like everyone's...

... sounds he is, because we dont have anything to talk about ... he supposedly cheated on. i dont wanna sound like a bitch ... seems so much nicer, and more innocent. i wouldve seen him ... nothing i can do but try and trust b and just ... understand me when i type more thn two sentences" GOD i ... lowest self esteem ever. i dont think much of myself, have...roll. and now i just..dont feel like talking about anything...

from terawih to Duta to Dendeng (:

.... reached abiiit late cause everyone was already tengah rapatkan saf to solat Isyak. so i quickly try to find a spot/space where i can selit or squeeze in betweens. i guess ... some time. especially adding azfar in. (: okayy, i'm soo super full now lahh. then later wanna sahur some more. maybe i shouldnt eat sahur. but i dont think i can, cause mum will surely have nice food for sahur. hahaha. ohh ...