everything's falling and i am included in that -

(i just remembered i was going to write about this but forgot it as i was busy oogling Bones and In Treatment and being miserable over Aki and my poor heart.) i was talking to Riina earlier today - i think it was today, i lose track of days - and we got to talking about my insomnia. she started telling me how it'd be better if i took my Temesta even though it also makes one tired, and i laughed ...

Leona Lewis - Forgive Me

Leona Lewis - Forgive Me Official Music Video Lyrics : Ooooh.. (Akon) Konvict There's a first time for everything It's definitely one of them nights I knew when I looked in his eyes That he was gonna be trouble for me I never wanted to lie, I knew that my baby would cry If he knew what we were doing But if his love don't pass the test I gotta get it from somewhere else But I'm gone and I...

in my eyes in others you sit outside my house i dont know what your really doing but i wish i would have know it i feel dumb and empty without you reading your journals hurt me it hurt me really bad i didnt know i hurt you so badly its almost the only thing we did to eachother but we both knew if we went our seperate ways it would only hurt worse and we couldnt bare it im trying to change i ...

all over the places.

It is Monday I'm listening to the whistle of a train which doesn't sound at all like a whistle why do we say that trains have whistles? I can always hear the trains miles away on cloudy days and it is cloudy tonight, and there is a chilly, steady rain falling and I am lying in bed in my fuzzy red robe under three heavy blankets and I am quite content. I had an okay Monday after a really lovely ...

hair quest

Ok, so i've been wanting to grow my hair out for ages & that's what i'm always doing but then i get bored every now & then & decide it's needs some.. "sprucing", so this is one of those times..... Basically i want to know, should i just continue on the long & tormenting path to growing it out, OR should i give it the chop in a lovely brand new style....? I went from this: and this is where i...

Gustav's Dad

okay so this is pretty much my first post in this community.. or any LJ community! lol. so i dont know what im doing But does anyone perhaps have the picture of Gustav's dad with all them fans that went to Gustav's house? I remember seeing it but i never saved it and i need it.  So anyone.. bitte?

Some Thoughts.

'Destructive Behaviour' Sometimes I wonder If that is still What I am doing But there has been Oh so much worse - and yet still. There are other ways to be addicted there is a plethora of vices available for the taking Consuming the consumptive Substances and killing yourself To live. *** Maybe my 20th century poetry class is getting into my blood. But somehow it's easier to write recently. ...

On the bandwagon

That survey everyone else is doing but I'll put it behind a cut If you could have chosen your own name: I like my real name Eye Color: grey Hair Color: dark brown normally, but I'll probably dye it red tonight Height: 5'3 Weight: 130 :( Ideal Weight: 110 Best Feature: eyes Worst Feature(s): the area between my chest and my knees Zodiac Sign: cancer Body Type: pear shaped :( Want Kids: maybe, ...

and thats the way the cookie crumbles

Dear God...... its been a pretty hard week, for me, my family, my best friend and a couple of good friends i have. please lead us to the path of peace and happiness we might not known what you are doing but give us a sign of hope that we can always count on you. save us from all the pain and teach us to become better than what we already our help us to see all the loving people around us and ...

of all the things i dislike about school, it's that, all the homework and stress really destroys my inspiration... its amazing... when i'm in a good mood or inspired by history, i really feel like just finding a place and writing... but with chemistry, i just feel dread... there are so many stories out in the world to find and write, to create and to harness... i'm excited for europe, it will ...