ps ive decided that i need a new life. in a new place. a new state of mind where nothing is the same and im free to be as absurd as i want to be without any consequences. just me and my lovely. us against the world.
... out to be similar to a Whole Foods. Found some good bosc pears, adn grapes and tastey low cal/lowfat salad dressing. they deffinatly have things we coudl use in the future, if the closer Whole Foods doesant have them. I ran across pale yellow ADN red miso! YAY! I coudl make mizo soup! YUMMM! Then we wnt over to our Indo-Dutch small grocery store, to obtain morre of the low call garlic crackers I ...
...done a long time ago. If I keep laying down and taking people taking advantage of me, then they are going to do it. I dont know really, that they knew they were doing it, but either way, it doesant change the fact that it was happening. Hopefully, it wont be an issue again. I know that it must have just shocked everyone to open thier email to find that, usually I just keep that stuff to myself, ...
... that I often wonder why we are friends. Its to the point that I have been asked several times why I AMĀ friends with her. I really would like to just stop, I guess I just dont want to hurt her, doesant mean I still want to be friends with her. Its quite complicated, but the end result is still the same. Really, I have all but told her to leave me alone, I dont call her, half the time I dont ...
...my doubts about working, Im actully glad I am going to be. I'm tired, want to take a nap, was trying to get back to sleeping normal hours, but since I will be working midnight shift, I guess it doesant matter. What is going to suck is that I will be working the whole friggin summer, wont beable to spend it with my kids. Ive never had this happen before, its going to be weird. I dont know how me ...
...it, and went to bed, figuring Marc could deal with it. I ended up sleeping from about 7 till 8, when Brit and Bryan decided they would fight....a foot from me...about NOT waking me up. Yeah, it makes sense doesant it. Then they are shocked when they wake me up. Humm, go figure. I stayed up long enough to watch CSI New York, then went back to sleep, which is where I stayed until Marc woke me up to ...