plastic purple and pissing on the floor

... else that can do that. i dont know what it means to feel like that, i dont know how i can move past it without caring. i really dont want to say that breeding is the only escape from this living disecion i keep putting my self through but god damn it i cant help but feel like the pain i put my self through is so much less important then the pain she cant avoid. god damn it that means something.