I can't stop crying this evening and I hate it. I was ready to go to bed at half past 7 and here I am at gone 10 o'clock on my laptop and eating because I was too hungry to get to sleep. I am just so upset about everything. I did a post on Cosmo and that started me off because writing it all down made me realise how upset I was about it all. And I keep worrying about things I have to do and how...
Depression, I have often said, is like an influenza of the soul. A spiritual hamthrax, if you will. I has it. Do not want. It's actually starting to worry me a little, the intensity of this go-round--it's not the usual stone-cold ennui. Normally I'm not this bad off until after New Year's (well, except for the pity party I throw myself every year in the weeks leading up to my birthday), and, ...
...way. The thing is, I'm not quite sure what's going on with my brain. Is it some kind of clinical depression? Does run in the family a little. Or is it more of a situational depression, something I can get over by changing my surroundings/mode of thinking/doing something other than drugging myself? Evidence would seem to ...
I guess sometimes it's not always bad when you're reminded of how bad you felt in the past. I went back a year in my LJ. I'd forgotten how ill i was. The depression was indescribable. The crisis team phoned me repeatedly on my birthday itself. I remember my birthday trip to Edinburgh that my dad took me on was terrible because i was in such a state that everytime my dad wasn't looking i'd start ...
Jobless Rate Hits 10.2% in October, a 26-Year High The United States economy shed 190,000 jobs in October, and the unemployment rate reached a 26-year high of 10.2 percent, up from 9.8 percent in September, the Department of Labor said Friday in its monthly economic appraisal. While the pace of the job losses has slowed significantly since the peak of the recession last winter, the ...
So yesterday I couldn't get my script filled. So I went a day without meds. Today I got it, but have been feeling suuuuuper dizzy. Also I missed my train stop by 5 stops. I was like, oh hey I am pretty sure I do not go past the GODDAMN OCEAN to get home. >:( Also...I now have to go on a modified very low calorie diet for three months, and then switch into the full vcld for the month pre my ...
I have four weeks at most to get "immediate and consistent" results for Member Card numbers, email captures, and gift card sales, or I'm gone at Barnes & Noble. Yep. I may get fired in 4 weeks because no one wants to buy a Member card for $25 (um... economy still sucks) and people are paranoid about giving out email addresses (they don't want more spam!), and no one's thinking of getting gift ...
Soren took a step earlier. A single step…and I bawled my eyes out. He’s not supposed to walk yet! I didn’t want him to walk until after Troy has his vasectomy- it’s so stupid but I just want to still have my little baby when I cross the point of never having another. He needs to hold off on the walking for another twenty six days…we’ll have to see how he goes. I was shocked today when...
... refutation of the genetic link between depression and genetics. =========================================== Psych Setback: New Study Demolishes Genetic Link to Depression Wednesday, November 04, 2009 by: ... mutation could predispose people toward clinical depression. The meta-analysis, conducted by researchers... more likely to develop clinical depression . "For an initial study that ...
My doctor put me on generic of zoloft, my anxiety lessened but my depression was worse. it made me get out of bed, but i still didnt feel like myself and had memory problems. The "... and fog like" mind of zoloft made me stop taking it for 4 days and I felt amazing...but of course depression came back, now worse than ever. My doctor prescribed wellbutrin SR (generic) and it made me so tired, i could ...
