How do you hold the ones near and dear to you if its your time to pass?

The demons are still here. They're everywhere. They grow as I get weaker and weaker. I'm starting to be consumbed by them. Although I know they're not real, they still haunt me lurking in the midst of my dreams. My whole bodys been trembling, and I still can't help to think that I'm finally decomposing as the doctors had expected. A few years ago, they doctors have said that if my numbness ...

...female from the past/present/past? Eh.  It will all come together some how.  There will be a going back and forth, from past to future to past.  Enough to make you seasick, if your easily consumbed by turbulant waves.  Or you can just raise your hands like they do on those high thriller rides and scream with excitement.  Okay the story will follow.  Reviewing is not necessary if you do not want to...