convincing yourself that everything is fine.

.... just that, for the past 2-3 days things havent been going so rather smoothly. (other than my retarded beloved boyfriend), things are still fluctuating. from my studies, to my friends, to my health conditition. .. yes, my mom won't allow me to take anti-depressants because she's scared that my ogucylictic crisis (i dont even know how to spell my condition) would occur again. and it's not that ...