O beauty, o handsomeness, goodness

First of all, I'm a diehard Mizzie. The Lawr is not mocked. Whatevs. Second, I'm competely obsessed, and I mean OBSESSED with Billy Budd. Novel, opera, movie, everything. It must be magic. I mean, I loved Moby Dick, too, but it didn't move me so deeply (although the '98 movie with Patrick Stewart rocks). BB makes me cry. And I don't cry too often. Maybe the only other books what made me cry were...

old boyfriend

... not careful enough. Apparently I continue to play the fool despite my wishes otherwise. I need to find the self control, hell , the self love , to put this chapter of my life to bed. To abandon it competely. I need to learn to let completely go. Something I have never ever been good at. I'm known for my tenacity as well as for my grudge holding ...not something to be proud of on the latter :(...

I need some advice...

So this is my first posting... I feel competely out of control. The only thing I can kind of control is my eating habits...kind of remember! Over the summer I got down pretty low and was feeling really good about myself.. and then I gained it all back and now I am disgusted at even looking at myself. So for the past 4 days I have taken things way more seriously and have lost 3 pounds so far. ...

Update time

I still function. [Owner of dojo] is back to teaching classes. this is the suck, because something is going on and he's just competely batshit insane with the negativity right now. 4 srs, just being drunken uncle boarderline abusive and it makes me want to tell the staff "put us on hold until [regular instructor] comes back because we don't pay for dickery i could get paid to take at work'. It'...

Sports Night Fic

... on their script already. * Yes, they eventually get to the handcuffs, and it is absolutely nothing like his fantasies. * It's better. Casey's breathing hard, and his eyes look...shattered. Beautiful. Competely and utterly focused on Dan, on everything that Dan's doing to him. "Danny," Casey whispers, his hips rolling up into Dan's hands. "Danny, please , just..." Dan's never really ...

Poem - "Gone"

... one attend my funeral? Will any one care enough to say good bye? Will they have loved me enough to shed tears from their somber eyes? I walk among the souls that surround me yet I still feel competely alone. The chilling isolation hovers over me as it becons me to its throne. Everyone says they care about me, but then why do I see the lies in their eyes? I feel their deception pour from their ...

Babies!

...unavilable Cindy came in early. Cindy would have been by herself until 4 so I stayed until Lisa got to the store. Right now I'm trying to personalize my new computer. There is nothing on it since its competely costimized. I'm also trying to find different layouts for my journal as well. I have not had a chance to see how my sim games fars on this thing yet, but I did download it on to the...

iCarly fanfic

... like Freddie, but she would never call him that! Plus, this is a kid's show! but was interrupted by her phone ringing. Her ringtone was Long Road to Ruin by the Foo Fighters. Sam's ringtone is competely important to know in this fic, what with murderers after her and all. For all we know, you could have been knocked up by a women!" Sam ended, Sam's mother was knocked up by women? I didn't ...

its not xmas w/out wham!

... ever garnered attention from people outside the store. Some people came in and were like, we just want to meet you!!! HIIIII we love you!!!! She was very gracious to them and shook their hands. She was competely dressed down and she bought two pairs of glasses! Todd gave her the buy one get one even though she didn't really qualify for the sale and I was like TODD! when I was closing out. Randy...

So today I got my learners permit, I am very excited. However, I not competely sure how I feel about it. I mean, I didn't study and there was no big thing like other people had when they were younger. So how do I feel. It is an odd sensation, I can drive now. Well scratch that, I can learn to drive legally. Hell if I am able to drive in actuality. But such is life. Other then that I think that I ...