Fate and Destiny: Nikkie

... she was at my door step telling me she still likes me and she wants to give "us" another try. After 4 years we still had an urge to be with each other. An urge i don't understand.I got another cnahce with her. ANd unfortuanly i blew that chance. Which i regret doing so much. I still hate myself to this day for blowing "us".  After all this time waiting, i can't believe i just blew us. I didn't ...