...it qt the obvious haha) feel uncomfortable when many people talk about people or stuff that i am unfamiliar of. am alwas guarded to new people i meet, and LOL to guys hahaha BUTT LIFE IS GOING TO CHANGEEE. I can slowly feel myself gaining self-confidence and accepting myself for who i am. Like it's ok: to be around strangers. You'll just go there and make new friendships. to not know who and...

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....  From the moment I woke up until that first text I thought of all the evil things I could bitch at him for.  Not charging his phone... Not saying bye... Not caring... But I can't get mad at him anymore.  I'm trying to change...  I just keep saying "okay" to whatever his texts.  I asked him why he can't tell me when he's going out, he replied "idk", I said okay. Yay for changeee...

I wake up every evening with a big smile on my face, and it never feels out of place.

I'm going to get my hair cut today after my last class, and I'm more than excited. I'm not sure what I want to do, I'm honestly thinking some sort of bangs.. because I'm sick of seeing my forehead. And I think I'm going to bring Hayley back, as Doug called me, and dye my hair red again. Red suits my pale pale skin better. (: AHHH CHANGEEE!

a bleh day D;

ohmyyygee.  :D  it;s my first time posting, i haven't written a blog in yearsss. Life is boring i have to say ;D Too lazy to changeee. && it was raining likeee dook.  i have nothing more to say ... O__O what chooppy sentences i wrote. 

I can't make this html to put an image at the very top of a MySpace work! It keeps sticking it in the middle. No matter what I changeee. >:O Anyone know how to help me/where I can get a more reliable code?

the State of the Union

...but i guess sometimes, a break is needed. and welcomed. and healthy. did i pad my bank account a little bit? yes, definitely. i didn't spend much money, and worked 3 days so far ($251 and changeee). that's nice, especially since i'm not spending money on alcohol. i like this whole saving money thing and seeing that total climb instead of sink. i mean, i sacrificed some fun for work, i guess, but ...

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... should be fun too, i think carlie & kalie might sleepover! I hope soo, but in order for that to happen i have to clean my room. its such a mess again. It's been so nice outside lately. well actually just yesterday and today lol. It was pretty shocking hanging out outsideeee for a changeee. I've come to the conclusion that I'm going to marry Travis Mccoy ahahahha. Well im gunna gooo. Peace :D