...it qt the obvious haha) feel uncomfortable when many people talk about people or stuff that i am unfamiliar of. am alwas guarded to new people i meet, and LOL to guys hahaha BUTT LIFE IS GOING TO CHANGEEE. I can slowly feel myself gaining self-confidence and accepting myself for who i am. Like it's ok: to be around strangers. You'll just go there and make new friendships. to not know who and...
.... From the moment I woke up until that first text I thought of all the evil things I could bitch at him for. Not charging his phone... Not saying bye... Not caring... But I can't get mad at him anymore. I'm trying to change... I just keep saying "okay" to whatever his texts. I asked him why he can't tell me when he's going out, he replied "idk", I said okay. Yay for changeee...
I'm going to get my hair cut today after my last class, and I'm more than excited. I'm not sure what I want to do, I'm honestly thinking some sort of bangs.. because I'm sick of seeing my forehead. And I think I'm going to bring Hayley back, as Doug called me, and dye my hair red again. Red suits my pale pale skin better. (: AHHH CHANGEEE!
ohmyyygee. :D it;s my first time posting, i haven't written a blog in yearsss. Life is boring i have to say ;D Too lazy to changeee. && it was raining likeee dook. i have nothing more to say ... O__O what chooppy sentences i wrote.
I can't make this html to put an image at the very top of a MySpace work! It keeps sticking it in the middle. No matter what I changeee. >:O Anyone know how to help me/where I can get a more reliable code?
...but i guess sometimes, a break is needed. and welcomed. and healthy. did i pad my bank accounta little bit? yes, definitely. i didn't spend much money, and worked 3 days so far ($251 and changeee). that's nice, especially since i'm not spending money on alcohol. i like this whole saving money thing and seeing that total climb instead of sink. i mean, i sacrificed some fun for work, i guess, but ...
... should be fun too, i think carlie & kalie might sleepover! I hope soo, but in order for that to happen i have to clean my room. its such a mess again. It's been so nice outside lately. well actually just yesterday and todaylol. It was pretty shocking hanging out outsideeee for a changeee. I've come to the conclusion that I'm going to marry Travis Mccoy ahahahha. Well im gunna gooo. Peace :D