Hi, I'm anna. I'm 18, and currently a senior in highschool, I got accepted to my top college which has really put a positive spin on on my entire year :) i'm really loyal to my friends, and i'm rather blunt with my feelings towards people i don't care about. i have a really loud laugh, and voice in general. i want to be a screenwriter when i grow up, or work in an art museum. I love things...

February 18, 2009

Lonely Internet Freak Take off  your clothes though  you might be some 80 year old biker or the neighborhood mailman just do it quickly before my wife wakes up wonderin' what I'm still doing up Can't type but I sure can invade your privacy since I don't care about mine.

Vent slash bored

... dave i have been really ticked at him because he is so controling about everything he never lets me have a life... ih and little reminder i am on the laptop  so punctuation and spelling is the last thing i careabout well going on me and dave went on a break and things are finally getting to a close and i really am happy about it but i feel awful cause i am obviously hurt cause of he fact we used ...

This was for Caleb, when I did like him.

Dearest Boy I can't do this anymore I can't just wait around you pushed me you punched me I've fallen to the ground I tried to stand back up and you pushed me right back down I tried to let it out with just a few simple tears but it ended up flowing, my face permanitly streaked with fears the fact that your not mine yet scars me and i fall for you again ...

TRUTH SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS in the form of facts presented a truth manifests itself becoming unchangeable throughout time from beginning to end as each new truth repositions all facts waiting to move again when another truth apparent results in adjustments in time never to change the factual truth only its relativity to other facts making the truth impossible to alter as its effect affects ...

Come to stand and deliver, but talk instead.

You honestly don't give a shit. What makes you think I'd be okay when you say that to me? So I made myself do it 8 times. I hope you are happier when you don't have to be fucking ashamed of me. And worse, I end up telling you about it, and you just say "oh, anyways, my head hurts so I'm going to bed." Fuck you. Fuck you. When it's her you fight like hell. I know you care about her but why can...

poetry 47

Decisions float around my head Like imaginary dreams And visions poke away the dread Of never knowing what you mean Words are given to my lips By a piece of paper in front of my face I drop a line that I hope says too much And walk away with no disgrace The bending of truth to Sacrifice greatness seems honest in your smirk I cast away the shadows under my eyes And can tell of your nervous ...

i think so.

i feel different, different better. in a sense i don't care anymore. but i don't care about what is not important. & instead i do care about the things that maybe a month ago didn't even cross my mind. it's weird. that i can look at something, a situation, & i have a completely different take on it. i don't know if i've just changed. but maybe slowly i have & i am just realizing this. im ...

The details to something for reference...

In the minefield that is my life, I've been thrown for another "blast"... I've been casually reading this community and you all seem very pleasant accepting and rational; I would like to relate the past details and current circumstances of my life. A short introduction: I am a 24yr old female, diagnosed with Cystic Fibrosis since age of 4 months. I am currently taking class for some sort of ...

SEVEN

grow up and blow away. summer is finally here. the weather is changing, and so are the majority of people that surround me in my everyday life. there's always a hard part, and the hard part is watching some people i care about with basically my life kind of dropping, and going downhill. it's sad because what can i do about it? who even reads this anyways? i feel as if nobody can ...