... atleast its easy to distinguish which one is worse... i want to get out of this so bad... i wish i could just eat normally and not even care about it. not be so afraid of food.. not think about caloried 24/7... i wish for so many things so many times a day. and non of them ever come true..... .... i found this.... i hope all of your wishes come true... you are all so strong and beautiful......

Writer's Block: Fellow Libras (although I am Scorpio)

...'t be a minute! BACK! And with Jelly Bean goodness :) Grace joined our group and we all went to have a milkshake, except I was in the mood for a smoothie, so while the others had their caloried milkyness I had my "regular strawberry sensation with banana please". Then we went to Debenebenhams. Had a look around MAC where Grace bought some eyelashes I think. Then we went to my place of worship - ...

Friday! ;)

... I was debating between a BF wrap and an organic oat bar...I opted for the oat bar, ate half of it and looked it up and the whole bar is 390 calories for a lil square!!! The wrap is only 245 caloried in comparison. GEEZ so hence I only ate that half a bar... :( total comes to (270calories for BF) Lunch: veggies or fruit Dinner: Happy hour with friends, house salad (170) or 1 taco (240) at on the...