insomnia strikes again

... she flashed me this really warm, sly smile. im pretty sure she was NOT flirting. but a month ago i would have hoped she was. last night, as she left i found myself thinking "dear god and budhha, i hope she wasnt flirting." this is nothing against her. i dig her. i think it would fun to hang out with her. platonicaly of course.... over the years people have repeatedly told me that once love is ...