If I had it my way, I'd slit your throat with the knife that you left in my back.

All this shame, all this guilt, all this regret ; that's me. I'm inside of you! And this is your world fucking falling apart, from the inside out. Everything will fall apart at your feet. You've got hell to pay. Sleep With One Eye Open explains my situation between me and him. Thank you BMTH aha. I didn't expect there to be school today but when I looked outside, it looked fine. Ahhhhh ...

I'm on the phone. I'm on the phone with a guy friend. My hair is wet. My hair is wrapped up in a towel, turban-style. I just got out of the shower. I'm in the living room. The T.V is on in the room I'm in. A reality show is currently on. I have a hair tie around my wrist. I am not texting anybody. I'm wearing pajamas. I'm not listening to music. I'm on a laptop. My laptop is plugged in and...

Betttter.

Yesurday I really didnt do much of anything. Courtney called my ass at like 12 something and woke me up! Then I went to go pick her up and we played DDR, went to the mall, I saw some thing I want to get James for Christmas. Im going back this weekend and going to get it for him. Then We went to walmart, and looked around. Then I took her home, Came home, Went to walmart with my mom, ...

HELLL FUCKKKING OOOO :]

WHADDDDUPPP BUTTTERCUPPP? im soooooooooooo happppy lmao. but the schoooolday sucked. but then i went to the foootball game. and it made errrythang betttter :] im too lazy to go into detail. but sam and jess are sleeping oveeeer. and we cant stop dancinggggg. fan fucking tastic moood nigggggggaaa. immma go run into the wall and jumpp off my rooof! kaybye :]

sumtin new sumtin different.

... i survived from OZZY'S party!!!! lol. it was super awkward when it was me and boo then me alone after boo left. butttt after awhile those nigerian girls were talking to me i was feeling much betttter. u guys know im not a socialite kinda girl. i just ssat down the whole freaking time.... everyone came along with bunch of friends and im alone!! well lucky the girls was super friendly... they have ...

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...00:05 @ timmysanfran I want in too! # 00:38 @ drxgirlfriend Hells yes. Though I don't have all of them. # 01:53 @ drxgirlfriend Unfortunately no! I can't believe I missed that. I have 24, Triad, Black Hearts, and I could borrow my BF's Killinger shirt. # 11:42 Just witnessed one of the betttter "you go girl" exchanges in my life. # Automatically shipped by LoudTwitter

birthday/bad day

...towards her was !#!@#!@ (woops, sorry friend weeheehee) dont be angry . work was ooooookay, i think. Tomorrow; Work at Kembangan (hopefully i sell more, so that i can have commission, please let it be a betttter day!) Shopping in the morning at vivo, (hopefully i get a top for cny!) Night after work, i`ll be off to Raffles City to meet my dear girls  (hopefully we get into Timbre!) woosh, hope ...

I did have fun

Of course i had fun when i was gone. But another lupus rant is comming. Sense this is my LJ i do what i want. [happy picture post later] FUCK my FEET. They dont even LOOK bad at all, but they burn sooo much. Like i must lay in bed. 24.7 i CANT do that, not without drugs to dumb my mind into a muushy state of i dont give a fuck. Dont get me wrong i love that state, its usualy the one im in. ...

hoping this weekend goes well

the past few weekends could have been betttter.. i get to see my sister, yes! i have been thinking, all those times i wanted to punch my stepmom in the face i should have just done it, really it would have been so worth it i need to do my biology homework

i've never spent so much time thinking..

the subject of this one entry makes me seem like an idiot. but its true, i've never thought this much about anything EVER. and i AM a thinker. watching cartoons makes me feel betttter, its what i do. i want someone, ANYONE to come watch fosters home for imaginary friends with me :D