Thoughts

...and forays into the park, i might emerge in one peice.)) ((its more of a refernce to in april having my first -adult- exhibition at work... a retrospective if you will of my comings of ages and becomings of selves. this is what ive feared for years... but hes right in that ive now made concrete plans... the paralyzing fear is regularly -not there-. as long as im doing something , its just panic ...

gurubhava

... the moon coming. the longest dark of the moon coming   and you were the way i followed inside.   sitting, i walked or danced all my steps, sitting, i overtook, overcame: everywhere, joy. joy.  permeating. permeated, overfilling/full.   beyond actions, beyond journeys, beyond becomings, beyond i.   मंगला मंगला नाम मधुरा मधुरा नाम पावना पावना नाम ओम्गुरुदेव   

... higher than my toker's emissions.  I remember a time when valor, loyalty, honesty were not far from being reality.  I remember a time when we sat down in a circle, dreaming of our becomings while drinking. I remember that it seemed to stretch forever, into the heart and horror of our carnal pleasures.  I remember feeling wonder that I never considered just being a weekend warrior.  I remember ...

Meandering Thoughts... Anyone there Anymore?

... NOW will be conserved in the future, but a wastefulness or an entropy to the present (not an inertia). An energy flow that might actually recycle the temporal body (as it exists now) into the karmic becomings of the future in a chaotic sense of becoming, creating an infinite number of future possible worlds. I still think that energy is recycled, never lost, but I think that entropy has a moral ...

About the gills and rather blown with good diligent work--and spurred my animated trance up.

In humans of which only XX represents the traditional female and XY the traditional male. Although the Big Bang is a scientific story about a beginning it also raises important questions about becomings. The Big Bang theory is a beautiful bit of science very nearly consistent with the picture we now have of the atomic and the subatomic world with its diverse kinds of atom their protons and ...

It all in its full glory for just three hours-and then be blind again! You could stand your blindne

... 'creation myth' aspect appeals to our sense of narrative imperative but we sometimes find the 'first it wasn't then it was' lie-to-children unpalatable. We have even more trouble with becomings. Our minds attach labels to things in the surrounding world and we interpret those labels as discontinuities. If things have different labels then we expect there to be a clear line of demarcation between ...

... of aggregates, & acquisition of [sense] media of the various beings in this or that group of beings, that is called birth. "And what is becoming? These three are becomings: sensual becoming, form becoming, & formless becoming. This is called becoming. "And what is clinging/sustenance? These four are clingings: sensuality clinging, view clinging, precept & practice clinging, and ...

[story] Serenity Pays - Chapter 8

... room. He didn't really remember anything from the night before. Ruki hoped he hadn't done anything he would regret. Momentarily, a thought struck him and he panicked as he felt the becomings of a hangover seize him, making his head heavy in constant throes of throbbing. A hangover meant he had been drunk the night before and if he remembered nothing...he looked around again at the room...

writing memories, deciding the amount, devenirs, news from Edinburgh, ritual, falling up, ice cream

... in the service department described it as the best one that ever they worked on. I first had a 1975 Volvo for a year and then a 1976 until 1983.         Future memories is similar to to devenirs (becomings), a French word I first saw in a quotation about the dangers of atomic testing. I wrote a very neat email about it years ago and I don't know whether I still have a copy.                 ...

#001 - Post to the Brand New Year

English Online Assignment #1: How can I become and continue becoming to be becoming? When I first heard the assignment, I had no idea what she was saying. All the "becomings" was a great confusion. Still vaguely remembered Chris saying "i don't want to be become and continue to be becoming." The comment that will definitely earn the both of us an F9. Well at least it did the job of brightening up...