day 8

...was strange,  all the shit i was doing kind of kept my mind occupied.  but i did drift.  i was supposed ot go to lunch with evan but i   didn't have the money so i settled for  a tims baygel and tea...  i bearly ate today.  really ever sence jennyy left i havent bin eating properly. i know its wrong but i have no apitite what so ever.  i dont understand whats going on with me.  im so confused and ...