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... what i want. i want someone to wanttt to be there for me, and prove to me that they deserve to be there. latly, i hate being alone. its not good cause i need to have confidence in myself to be able to sit there alone and think and just be able to take care of everything without having to have someone there allll the time. I just dont know anymoree. whateverrrr, merry almost chirstmas eve /:

this is funnn. =)

...not really allowed to see her,ugh her mother pisses me off. but hm,our 1 year is in 2 weeks && i should be happy but im sorta depressedd cause we're not really dating but we kinda are? who knows anymoree.i lalalallove her obvs. she just makes me happy,like without even trying yeah shes a bitch like 60% of the time but when we're alone shes so sweet,she kisses me on the forehead && holds my paw && ...

Pocket full of sunshine.

... I was. Teeheexz. Omg, chalet is just less than one week away. I cannot wait. Promised mom some things I shouldn't do there, and I won't.  My finger hurts when typingggg, I shall not bite my nails anymoree. Ok, I'm gng t People's Park with Dad t custom-make the bells, and then off t meet Yvonne at Bugis in search for pretty and cheap stuffs! Mommy is sweeter than honey today. :D There is not ...

...'s it lol. nicks living here again and sleeping on the coucchh ... uhmm 2mro is wenesday i might try and get tripple c... SUNDAY IS MY BIRTHDAYY IMMA BE SEVENTEEN I CANT WAITT ! i dont even kno wut i wanna get yett. i cant even believe halloween is in two days. it doesnt even feel like it im not even excited anymoree. well ill update this thing lataa i need a bogie and to go to sleep. goodnightt

Britney Spears releasing fresh album in December

...pot.P People I know have quit every drug and even drinking, butt they may still smoue a little pot to take the edge off.P That doesnt bother me.P I dont drink as much ss I used I dont get drunk anymoree.P If y ou take a couple of sips, there aint nothing wrong with that. PLAYBOY:P Does marujuana affect your memory? NELSON:P What was the question?P [laugh]sP I dont know if it does.P I remember an...

whoa.

okay, im keeping this blog low for now. cos im just figuring out stuff. lj is... eye opening. haha but its not like xanga. i cant insert any cute smileys anymoree. boo.

EVEN IF SAVING YOU SENDS ME TO HEAVEN

... icecream one dollar one nw. HAPPY BIRTHDAY M M M(!!!) I'll make this one short cause you know i love you (: Have fun in Hongkong, don't forget to buy smth for meee. Don't cheat on me anymoree okayyy? Am promoting Festival for a Future on 3rd June, fort canning. (5pm till late) 2 fashion shows (rgs), 10 opening acts includes "lousy bands" (eg zak & sahail- 12:01) & 4 main acts: fire fight, ...

aww shit. [:

.... still picking out all the bad apples. [: haha collin made me hecka late to p.e. :p i think i'm finally over robert. which i think is really good. i dont have to worry about him anymoree. :D i absolutely heart himm ;) You already had my heart . All you needed to do was say hello ♥ Most guys look at a girl and decide , based on their looks , whether or not they'll ...

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... sept liek one thing buutt i guess time will take care of that =/ butt yeaa lifes good n ive been ok  i got girl scout cookies todayy  and they were amazing .. i dont wanna go to school tomorow  ...andd i dont really liek being lonely anymoree i wanna find someoen like youu  except they wont have mood swings hopefull if thats even possible =[ .. ughhhhh rock of love and sleep nighttttt luvss

it will be just like you were never gone.

... def. gettin a new job. i wanna apply at aire. or whatever at the mall. sounds like a job i might wanan try. hmm maybe i will soon. cuz i dont wana work with food n i cant handle much of eckaid. anymoree. blahhhh.. im misserable. i need a new job. a car n some free time. hopefully it all comes together soon. well i hope it does.  hmm. im to mad to write plus i have to go to the hell hole for 8 ...