i really dont even like my future roomie anymore maybe its cause i dont hang out with her as much anymore since we dont really have the same classes... but also because she hangs out with this group of annoying white girls which makes me think she's annoying too she sometimes says the dumbest things ever... which makes me think about if i should room with her or not next yr, but its too late ...
I got to a point where i could sleep..... i can do it again i feel like my insides are all tied into knots have i condemned myself to.... feeling alone? or have i saved myself from a continuous circle of torture? we are the choices we make and i am not ready for any choices the doctor can make the ones that effect my future I don't even think my routine is working for me anymore and i feel alone ...
We are but only mammals so what do they expect? happiness? not quite availability? a little we sing out, for something to understand when it comes along...finally we regret for a little bit wondering "is this what i really want?" resistance, enjoyment pleasure commitment we try to play with what we can to try them out see them for who they really are when they dont fit...just right on to the...
Try. I took a slow walk home, with my face drenched in tears. Passerbys walked on, and these strangers were cold, the world is cold. In a funny way I find my room and I strangely identical, bright but empty, bright but cold. My head is pounding, my stomach is churning. I cant seem to figure the million and one thoughts that have spiralled into chaos. I am watching my life turmoil into space, Van...
all this time i was wasting hoping you would come around i've been giving out chances every time and all you do is let me down and it's taken me this long baby but i figured you out and you're thinking we'll be fine again but not this time around you don't have to call anymore i won't pick up the phone this is the last straw don't wanna hurt anymore and you can say that you're sorry but i don't ...
.... i feel like i have to pretend to smile everytime to people at school and i don't know. i wish i had someone to talk to. i know i should stop thinking about him because he's not here for me anymoreand i know he doesn't care anymore but it's hard to let go of memoriesss. alsfkdajkf and to know someone who's so close to you one day is so far the other. You can write my place out Of the life you ...
ugh. i'm sick of old opinions that have been bored into me so bored and tired of her constant....anger, irritation towards me sometimes everything I say and do disgusts her but she seems to have the same effect on me why is it that family can be so god damned painful and crazy but its something we all love and miss and want to have intact. are people mean to the ones they love? or is it just ...
When you call me today and I don't answer... When you text me and I don't respond... You'll get mad at this point and say hurtful things to me but it doesnt matter anymore You'll start to wonder why You'll start to question yourself and when you do... Think about the past couple of days think of all the lies the excuses think of the SECRETS. Just think until you cant anymore and then maybe ...
And this is how it feels when I ignore the words you spoke to me And this is where I lose myself when I keep running away from you And this is who I am when, when I don't know myself anymore And this is what I choose when it's all left up to me Breathe your life into me I can feel you I'm falling, falling faster читать дальше Breathe your life into me I still need you I'm falling, ...
i love reading even though i dont do it enough and writing do i love writing but i dont write anymore and i miss it and i love acting its like your get in this zone where you are that person your pretending to be and its just so weird and i love it and i love storms i love riley :] i love when it rains outside your window and you just listen to it i love ...
