1 week anniversary

Not one I care to celebrate, however.  It marks the amount of time since my wife and 3 kids told me they didn't what me around anymore if I was going to keep acting the same way.  Definitely a night I'll never forget.  So, I've changed a few things and have successfully maintained them all this time.  Unfortunately, I see no changes in anyone else.  And, I don't feel any better, in fact, I feel ...

... graduate, though the rate it is going the kitchen might not be done by then either....oh i fucking hope not...no no it will be done SOON....hopefully within the next couple days soon! i know it's an anxiety thing but it really bugs me that it's not done and of course i have to move stuff, lock out the critters, etc....once that is done i will feel so much better and less stressed....i would like...

Be not afraid.

... this is brought on by Thought Bubble, because I've looked at who else is going to be there and the fear is there. So many incredibly talented people. So many peers! I think the one consistent underlying anxiety I've had with comics has been an ongoing conflict between "I don't belong here" and "I deserve to be here". As you can probably imagine, it skews rather more towards I don't than I ...

... join. That friend closed the account and there I was, all alone with one other friend I never spoke to (she dropped me later). I was exhausted for so so long. It became a habit, almost. I have major anxiety and I want to go back to Zoloft. When the doc prescribed it, though, I lost the prescription and my other meds and the anemia had me so confused... anyways, I hope to return to Zoloft but I've...

Oh, hello, another newblet.

... myself by hitting myself with hard objects and whatnot, along with biting, and then it moved on to cutting and burning and stitching. This helped me physically connect with my emotions and was a way to release anxiety. Later, as my eating disorder began to develop, it also became a way to punish myself. 05. When was your first time, if you remember? What did you use?: The sixth grade, a box ...

Top Fifty Films of the 00s -- Number Twenty-One

... of a performer landing in a role that seems genetically engineered to suit them. It's a character that benefits from star power, but also needs someone prepared to unpack that star power, exposing the anxiety and hustle within. Zeta-Jones charges at it with uncommon gusto, emerging with a resplendent calling card. No matter what she does with the rest of her career, she can always hold this up as...

Now you’re in New York, these streets will make you feel brand new, the lights will inspire you

...tend to do that a lot, but I don't think anybody knows that I do, so I have to be more obvious about it. This I do not like, because it draws attention to myself, and that gives me a lot of anxiety. I am the fly on the wall, not the giant elephant with a top hat. Anyways, to help me with all this, they have given me my own "mini-department". I get to watch over Cosmetics. Groan. I like cosmetics, ...

I had an appointment with my therapist today.  This was a quote from her, "I don't think I've ever heard you talk so much in a single session."  It was so true.  I just kept going on and on and on.  And sometimes I talked so fast I couldn't believe I wasn't needing to slow down or take a break.  And I ran many errands today and felt ZERO anxiety. This is insane.

...Type 2 and I have noticed that during manic or mixed episodes I sleep a lot less, but it's been some time since I've had a depression episode, so why am I sleeping half the day? I have moderate-severe anxiety, I consume large amounts of caffeine, though this is a recent thing, and my sleep issue has been going on for about 3 years. Do I need to go see a doctor, or is this just what is normal for ...

Berliner Mauer

... still living history.  It was only 20 years ago.  The 23rd photo gives me chills - 19 people died the year the wall came down, trying to get across.  I (almost) understand the fear, the anxiety, and the lack of control that the East German government felt, as they desperately tried to hold onto their citizens.  And yet, installing a "death strip" (17th)- knocking down a full block of buildings so...