he called.

... and i have to admit it felt good hearing that he still wants me badly, yet i felt so hurt that i never heard from him until he was drunk, pained at the memories we had that he brought up, also mad that he called kus i want to move on and forget it all..a bit annoyd too..but heartbroken as well.. which equals me blogging this, and not studying... TT.. im so sorry Lord. sorry to myself too. sigh.

feeling the same way all over again

... about things. The results and consequences upset me about the choices I've made. But it will all be sorted out in time i suppose, and if not, it shall just pass.          I guess I'm just a bit annoyd. I can't remember the last time that everything in my life was just in ordr, even for a day. I want to feel that wholesome good way about everything that I can conjure in my head. Today i can't, ...

annoyd

y do i alwayz gt the guyz tht r 2 bizzy???! ...smh

annoyd

ugh u gttn on my nerves!

Review of "After Sex", "Departures", "Seven Days"

.... If I watched something like this in those days, I would have been pleased with it. But I don't watch movies anymore to just pass the time, I make time to watch them. And I feel annoyd putting aside time for such mediocority.   2/5 Departures [Okuribito] (Takita, 2008) IMDB Link Ritual is important. In anything we do, we need ritual, and sometimes it feels we break away from that, ...

whywhywhy!!

AERGH! i am so annoyd i dcided that i wanted to fast for as long as i could before i started restricitng again and i done to days without a single stupid calorie, but then today my b/f came to visit and he insisted we got pizza for dinner and i ate a WHOLE f***ing pizza and then binged on chocolate after! omg i hate my self, i wanted to be thiner for friday but thats not going to hapeen now :( ...

The house.

Well this post is a bitching seesion really as matt is annoyd that is all i do with him is bitch and he is getting annoyed at me for it. So i am resorting to writing again which isnt a bad thing is it? Well Jimmy has this new gf and i think it is mainly down to that we clash in personalites tbh but i really do not get on with her at all. She is really loud and in your face all the time and im ...

... myself eat it, i managed to throw half it up earlier. but eating it was like torture, I HATE IT and shes going to tell my phycatrist tomorrow, why can't anyone see i don't want help. i just want to be skinny! GRRRR, so frustrated and annoyed atm i actually want to cry im that annoyd! + my mates are tleling me that im too 'anti-social' atm., they no NOTHING!!! sorry, kind of just needed to vent!

wel wel wel

... a teenager right now obviously i just want to b w/my friends and away frm u guyss!!! dad:well i understand i had some friends when i was ur age and i loved them like brothers but dnt you get annoyd??  i understand once a week but all day every week and weeknd?? me:yea anddd??? dad:well its gotta stop now! me:yea sure w/e u guys are stupid and make a big deal about everything!!!!! dad:well its...

Cuz you and I both ?d.

... year ago: probably doing a diffrnt quiz LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE 1. I love: Life in general, anything that dont h8 mi. (I swr Im not acting kyut, I too lazy copy past3 that l3tt3r. 2. I feel: Annoyd, that I cant typ proprly! 3. I hate: Woah strong words thr. Nothing so as strong as to "h8" 4. I hide: Unhappiness (try to hyd, but unsuccsful many at a tym) 5. I miss: Plenty of...