My sucky ass 17th birthday!

.... And tonight we are going out to eat at my favorite resturant...PELICANS! Its a seafood joint. And they have my fave appetizer Escargo. Spell Check please. In additon , to my birthday it has also my 1 year anniversty of being a fat bitch. And when I say fat , I mean Big Fat Girl Pants way. Its depressing. Any tips on Anorexia? Or half-way? I still want breasts in a decent cup size. Well , I am ...