Typical.

.... Not my fault.  It was good seeing everyone.  With six siblings, its hard to have a scenario where everyone is is the same room, but it happened.  I know my mom was sad; see, Christmas was her anniverssary, so she misses my dad even more then.  I know it's been 17 years, but it still must hurt.  I feel it.  We all do. Everyone kept saying I looked thinner than Thanksgiving, which was like 4 ...

D: Mah posts bring all the hos to the yard

...So she's been bouncing off the walls and acting like she didn't get fixed. Which she did. I'm glad she finally did get fixed though. ♥ Um, let's see. Oh! Tomorrow is mine and Kana's one year anniverssary. ♥ I'm so happy! : D  Ummm, I've been getting art like crazy! *g* I started RL commissioning people, it's so worth it! I got excellent art of my OCs! Not much else to say. 8D OTATOP YOU'RE A ...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

... I'm not 100% sure I'm going to yet. Its expensive and the attadance has been dropping the last few years. I might just get a room to relax for the weekend and ghost a bit through the con. Then it's fathers Day weekend and Dad & Peggy's 15 anniverssary. WOoooooooooW I think I'm done now. There's a million other little things in between al that crap too. And somewhere in there I have to work. LOL

he went as far as canceling the trip to hurt me. and tomorrow's our 3 years anniverssary but he chose to end the relationship. and it's not those normal stuffs i once had - this seems so final. it's all amicable and i think i've lost the fire to try once more. i don't think love's supposed to hurt like this. it's times like this i think there's really nothing much to live for besides my family...

the it guy

... time alone. i never whined. i never expected too much from you. i'm never demanding. but never ever take some things for granted. doesn't mean that when it sticks with you, it'll never leave. i am after all a human being, a girl no less. if you turn around, i'd still be here waiting. i know you're worth it. i forgive you for the sad anniverssary. -you've been bruised, you've been broken.