... nothing and i'll feel better. probably not. i probably won't feel better, because that doesn't usually happen, but hey. a girl can dream. i think it's the curse of finals. i alwaysalwaysalways end up depressed for some reason or another on finals week. freshman year i failed all my finals because everyone hated me. both semesters. sophomore year it was breaking up with Mike and then finding out ...

Shrimp for the Shrimp

Who: Amelia hammer0fjustice and Yuri Lowell vesperiaftw What: FOODS for Yuri and the new girl. Where: Some hallway When: A bit after this business went down Why: Because Princess Amelia is alwaysalwaysalways with her party or her Daddy and it's her first time to be out on her own, zomg what will happen? Warnings: Cavities and a lot of justice Amelia was nothing ...

Texture Guide

... to darken up the background » Then I added on another to give it a grainy effect » To finish off the icon, I added some text to match Jeffs persona :] ****************************** DECORATION The thing I LOVE about tiny text is that they work with ANY icons. Whether it be a grungey, plain, elegant, dark, light or stock icon you want to use it on, tiny text ALWAYSALWAYSALWAYS works out

[fic] Shameless Truths - CH4

...the press off his back. Enter Kame.   Author's Notes:  Yes! Finally! Akame interaction!! Akame is real^^;; Previously:  Chapter One // Chapter Two // Chapter Three -------------------------------------- Chapter 4 ------------------------------ The 'horror' hasn't exactly appeared yet, but it should start happening fairly soon! As alwaysalwaysalways, COMMENTS = LOVE! xspaarklingwine    

[fic] Shameless Truths - CH4

... the press off his back. Enter Kame. Author's Notes: Yes! Finally! Akame interaction!! Akame is real^^;; Previously: Chapter One // Chapter Two // Chapter Three -------------------------------------- Chapter 4 ------------------------------ The 'horror' hasn't exactly appeared yet, but it should start happening fairly soon! As alwaysalwaysalways, COMMENTS = LOVE! xspaarklingwine  

... other girl. And better is her. She's probably smarter and funnier and more fun to be around and less complicated and there since she lives closer. I just wish I was good enough, for someone, something. I've always wanted to go to austin and jump off the water tower like most students did in the 80s. Alwaysalwaysalways. I didn't like the school, the people, the setting. Just the water tower.

My Girly Wish List

... affect my social existence" thing, this is the only avenue. -As I've mentioned a billion times now, the clothes I have now are mostly sexual humiliation oriented. Because of that, I could alwaysalwaysalways use more cute dresses, skirts, panties, bras and actually wearable versions of the things I already possess in their...let's say caricature-ish forms. -Now that I'm trying to pursue looking ...

I'm not sure why but lately I feel......distant. From my friends anyways...everything with the family is fine, surprisingly. (even after the babysitter nonesense) but some reason with friends...I just feel like I'm slipping away from them. It's kinda depressing, lol. I rarely get on msn anymore...the only thing I use the internet for is to update in various places...I just...don't seem to chat ...

things that make me cry

... that death and loss, absence and that flavor of  loneliness that follows, make me cry more than anything else.* 4.There are songs, oh how there are songs. " Making Pies " Patty Griffin , alwaysalwaysalways. Arvo Part, frequently, especially Gidon Kremer playing Fratres 1 and 2 the piano part a little less, heavier strings version more- ---it's the violin as emotional force, voice--it does ...

Writer's Block: Lights Out

... it, and none of my family touched it either. so i was like OH SHOOT! there is a robber in our house. OMGOMGOMG we're all gonna get shot and die. so i was like okay, LETS EVACUATEEE! but ALWAYSALWAYSALWAYS, my annoying dad thinks he's like invincible or something, and wants to inspect what's up in the roof. i was so freaking mad. what if there's a killer. he could get killed aldkfj;a!  but despite...