..., cos i have no sel control. and cut my legs kindah bad last night due to this urgh, seriously, i'm so fed up. and i still haven't been to the toilet even after taking way to many laxatives. so i'ma take some more tonight. and set my alarmn for 5.30am to exercise for an hour. start fasting at 5pm, going for 48hours, if i break this, i WILL do something stupid. my fat self needs to be punished :|