i don't know why but right now im feeling horribly depressed tho i have no reason to be depressed! i wish someone would call me my sickness has happened alot the last two weeks, about 8times i counted and lost alot of weigh. which isn't good on how i lost it. i really hope it doesn't come back!!! PLEASE DON'T COME BACK!!!!

sore day...

... but never mind, we had lots of fun and mr j ng did not mind...  next was PE, was good, but i am now like aching all over... arggh...ran the tracks 3 round, did pull up, 3 sets, 8times,5times,4times... then had inclined, 12,10,8 then had weight training.... of course have assistance when needed lar, i cannot possibly do all that, even if u let me hang ther for like a million years, i will not be...

today...

well last night really sucked, i purged twice burned once and cut about 8times. seriously thought about an od but i had no access to anything they were locked away. fallen out with my best friend and kinda have nothing else left in this world cept my baby boy william today i cut a couple more times and purged once i purged like a tiny bit of my slimfast but i left it too late so im counting all ...