... it. it took everything to understand it. and, again, time is against me. he's an ocean and half-Europe away. chances that we'll see each other again (at least any time soon) are 1 to 100000000000000000000 - I'm not planning on going home in next 5 years at least. we had so many chances. middle and high school. all this summer. and it was obvious! so obvious! how could we... how could I... be so ...

i always thought i would end up with you eventually.

... i went back to Ph for teacher's day celebration, realised that i missed secondary school life alot. The food, the environment and the teachers. I prefer secondary school life like 100000000000000000000 times than polytechnic life. Sort of regretted not cherishing every minute of secondary school life. I remembering telling Eileen how i wish i can get out of secondary school and enter polytechnic ...

... who knows more languages than that. but how could she be so damn perfect!! and nobody can possibly bring themselves to dislike her cause' she's fucking friendly. -.- any girl with their brains intact within 100000000000000000000 miles of her would've feel threatened. she's rich. she's pretty. she's nice. she's smart. BUT HER LEFT EYE IS ALMOST BLIND. like what!! are you serious?!! " but im ...

the circle game

and we go round and round, in the circle game. Wo yao kan Jasper :( Probably you've forgotten all about me. 2 days, its only 2 days. So i'm like super dead times 100000000000000000000. 5 essays to be done, coursework, english, chinese,a maths, e maths. Practically everythingggggggg, except geog. I want to do my homework but i just don't have that motivation. oh motivation, please come to me...

تعطیلات آخرهفته رو عشقه!!!!:D

... حال داد! مخصوصا وقتی   بانو یوها  زد تو گوش سولان saw the lord of the rings:the two towers   for the hundreds time but it s always awsome! it must have won 100000000000000000000 oscars! but the best was Naruto Shippuuden!!! kheilokhob dige base  hal nadaram bshtar az in benevisam! bas ke in internet naftie hamin yerize 1 sa"at bishtartul keshid!  

This journal was written at Feb.4,2009

.... She said I'm not allowed to do strenuous activities, anything that could give me emotional stress, I couldn't eat chocolate :( drink tea or soft drinks. You're such a good friend H. Oh wait, a very x 100000000000000000000 good one. Don't leave me okay? Like what my other "friends" did to me. I'll keep on listening to you too.                                                                     ...

Homo-doctor

... (подробнее по ссылке). Сам факт того, что заведомый шарлатан пытается получить доктора, уже шокирует. Но гораздо хуже то, что в следующий раз вашему котику всучат "таблетку" с "лекарством", разведенным в 100000000000000000000 раз (те, кто в теме, знают, что кол-во нулей - не гипербола), мотивируя "научными" трудами. Поэтому вопрос к присутствующим: есть ли у вас связи с научным миром в Питере?...

... crazy about you. like i reallly do like you, so much. & even though we're going threw another HUGE bump in our relationship. i know we'll pull threw, we always do. & i know your mom hates me, 100000000000000000000 times more. and she doesnt want you calling or texting me. & she wants you to dump me & date a "nice girl." & how she thinks i'm such a whore. oh, and on top of alll that; my dad ...

part of the problem with this bailout is the american people have no idea of balance

... the weimar republic, the money supply inflated by a factor of 10^19, in hungary it inflated by a factor of 10^20, so those are the factors you are looking at for hyperinflation, numbers like 100000000000000000000. Right now, the fed is inflating the money supply by a factor of 2. Deflation. Again there is no real agreement, is it about money supply or is it about confidence? When you look at ...

??? ??????...

... мне на плечо ай-ли в подмышку - то нормально. а все остальное - пусть будет так же. привычно. удобно. страдать и мучаться - вот наш девиз. люди - гавно. убеждаюсь в 100000000000000000000 раз.... есть исключения. но их очень мало. каждый любит свою коробочку. свои проблемы. каждый любит чувствовать себя дерьмово. лелеет свою боль, обиду, несогласие. при этом никто ничего не хочет делать.... ну ...