...is enough reason for you to decide that im too much of a liability to your self esteem that we cant be friends anymore?!?!??! Let me tell you sweety.  what you have done to me is 1000000000000000000000 times worse than pointing out that youre wearing two different fucking socks.  observations are not me being mean and trying to hurt you.  GOD. i cant decide if i feel awful about myself or hate...

hows this for awkward.

... all the time, even when im with my friends at school i feel like a bother. i seem to be ingnored and belittled by them as well as all the assholes.  i would pretty much be 1000000000000000000000%%%%%%%%%%% allright with going somewhere else.  it just sucks that my moments of sainity at night when i can vent and talk to someone that seems to care gets fucked up cause she thinks i have a crush on ...